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06.08.2008
It was a total nightmare for me
I never imagined that this would be happen
I was merely talking to him
I admit that i was wrong that i forgot to bring along my phone
and i never expected that he will bring me to talk at such odd place
But i swear..
I didn't do anything at all..
and i really told you that i am going to talk with him
Sorry..
I didn't meant it.
Its not your fault at all..
Blame myself for unable to control my tears
Blame me for being that weak
and blame me that i can't manage my friendship and love well
I was wrong...
Today..
All is fine again
Its sunshine after the rain !
But after i read through your phone sms..
something flashes through my mind
I have realised that i don't know you well at all..
What i know about you are usually through other person's words.
When others talk about you
I felt that i am the last person to know about you
They thought that i was kidding
or act stupid
But the truth is that..
I really don't know
I see you and yee so good
You told her everything..
You can even tell her about our matter with so detail
I admit.. I was kind of envious with her
I envious that why you can chat with her until that carefree.
How should i say?
Is that you can talk everything to her without feel anything weird
its not wrong to do so
but i just feel inferior to be your girlfriend..
I told you that i feel something is not right just now
Is that i feel that i am very useless
It seems that i am not the first person that you will think of to talk with when you encounter problem
You chose others instead of me to talk with.
You know that,
Every morning i will feel be stuffed with things about you.
Many people will tell me all about you
and i was shocked to hear them say
and that moment i feel very inferior
i hate the feeling to cry alone at home
i feel so useless
I wished that i will be able to change you
Change you to tell out what is in your mind
But.. It seems that i was wrong
You will tell out what is in your mind
But not to me..
Can you tell me what shall i do?
I wish to solve this problem
But i don't how should i solve it..
I care about you
Thats why i think i need to solve this problem.
Hope you will get to view it.
06.08.2008
It was a total nightmare for me
I never imagined that this would be happen
I was merely talking to him
I admit that i was wrong that i forgot to bring along my phone
and i never expected that he will bring me to talk at such odd place
But i swear..
I didn't do anything at all..
and i really told you that i am going to talk with him
Sorry..
I didn't meant it.
Its not your fault at all..
Blame myself for unable to control my tears
Blame me for being that weak
and blame me that i can't manage my friendship and love well
I was wrong...
Today..
All is fine again
Its sunshine after the rain !
But after i read through your phone sms..
something flashes through my mind
I have realised that i don't know you well at all..
What i know about you are usually through other person's words.
When others talk about you
I felt that i am the last person to know about you
They thought that i was kidding
or act stupid
But the truth is that..
I really don't know
I see you and yee so good
You told her everything..
You can even tell her about our matter with so detail
I admit.. I was kind of envious with her
I envious that why you can chat with her until that carefree.
How should i say?
Is that you can talk everything to her without feel anything weird
its not wrong to do so
but i just feel inferior to be your girlfriend..
I told you that i feel something is not right just now
Is that i feel that i am very useless
It seems that i am not the first person that you will think of to talk with when you encounter problem
You chose others instead of me to talk with.
You know that,
Every morning i will feel be stuffed with things about you.
Many people will tell me all about you
and i was shocked to hear them say
and that moment i feel very inferior
i hate the feeling to cry alone at home
i feel so useless
I wished that i will be able to change you
Change you to tell out what is in your mind
But.. It seems that i was wrong
You will tell out what is in your mind
But not to me..
Can you tell me what shall i do?
I wish to solve this problem
But i don't how should i solve it..
I care about you
Thats why i think i need to solve this problem.
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