Overflowing water !

I can't see whats the reason for me to exist in this piece of land

Its not that I am emo-ing again

But ..

I really can't figure out why should I be here

It feels like

I am useless ?

You see ..

I am not good in studies which I don't think able to improve school's reputation so far

I am not a obedient daughter to make my parents feel proud of me

I am not a good sister as to compared with my other siblings

I am not a good one to help my friends when they are in need

I am not a good gf that exists to make him feel happier nor ease his burden

I don't do much to my country so far and I can foresee this will gonna happen as I'm still alive

So . . .

Why should I be here?

Thats a hard question

. . . . . . . . . .

But I think that everyone should have their own reason for existing in the Earth

I shall sit down quietly and try to figure out of the answer