Overflowing water !

After meeting up with friends during last sat

And viewing some blogs

I began to feel worried at this moment

I worried about clefies

I worried about b.f. and kiddie

I worried about my huiyi n dydy

I worried about my studies

I worried about myself

I wish to help them, but its beyond my ability

All I can do is just saying "cheer up" or giving hug while I can

Its useless to say "I wish to back to the past"

As it will never happen in reality

Feeling insecured without any reason

Just feel that theres some problems are brooding up my mind

Perhaps is I think too much

But I just sense that some bad things might happen

Have been thinking about student exchange prog these days

Wonder shall I go or not

Cause there are things to be considered before making the right decision

Money, family, studies, adaptation, and etc.

The strongest reason for me to leave here is that :

I feel tired to stay here

Not to say that I am picky

But theres many unexpected changes have occured

Friends, attitude and the way I treat myself have changed

Its out of my control anyway..

Am I becoming mature?

lol

Nevertheless, don't worry about me

I am still the same wan ting as you know

=)

ps: I am not emo-ing C: and I hate BIMBO