Current status: Comma

You know what is comma?
Its a punctuation mark to separate verses
Its something that we are familiar with since kindergarten
Oh well, if you still forget what is it.. Its , 

There's always at least a comma for each story

For us to have some personal time and to take a short break 

Before continuing our journey further on.

I am unsure whether is this comma good or bad for us

But in this current situation I think we need our own time

To think of 

What kind of relationship that we've been aiming for

What kind of partner do we actually wish to have

and

What do we really expect from each other

It sounded too late

But finally I understand that time doesn't prove anything

Sometimes couple can be together for a very long time doesn't mean that they still love each other

Is that they were used with their partner's existence

As time goes on

The other half will be like a part of your body

Where you will be used to it

You know you won't cut away your meat

But is that still counted as love?

Maybe I am too pessimistic

I bet there are still some exceptional cases presence where true love lies beneath each relationship no matter how long would it be

Since small I already understand that love is not everything

And love is something that can't be completely relied on

Not to say that human should be selfish

But its always better to shield up yourself rather than exposing your weakness to others

That's my theory.

I've seen so many couples broken up and spouses divorced

It sounds so normal for the current society

But what makes relationship to be so fragile in nowadays?

Is that human are now braver to speak out what do they actually want?

Or is that love has changed to be something replaceable?

"Lets get together !"

"Do you will to marry me?"

"I don't love you anymore..."

"You are now no longer to be trusted and let's break up"

Love seems to be complicated yet fragile 

And do human can actually survive without love?

I don't know..

But for my current situation

I would say yes

Its not taking the entire part of my life after all

Where I still have my responsibility as a good daughter, student and a friend

Definitely family will always be my top priority among everything

But can others understand?

Dear readers especially clefies

I am alright, just having some small setbacks in my life

I don't know who and how shall I approach to 

I just need some time to be alone

And I need my mummy's love now

But this is me - No one can control what am I thinking 

You girls know me well

Don't worry

I am fine

See - I've become stronger cuz I am not crying right now

As I've said, we've placed a comma for our relationship

I don't know when will the story continue

Or when will the full stop comes to end the story

Sounds confusing

Well, I don't understand what am I thinking right now too

I just need a small spot for me to put down my burden - Here

And girls, I really miss you now.

Come back for sleepover night asap k?

You girls are always the best

Won't forcing me to tell out my troubles yet you can understand what am I thinking about

But I know most of the time I am quite reluctant to speak out what am I brooding with

Its not that I am not willing to share my troubles

But its that I know my problems will be remained unsolved even if I tell out

So I rather to keep it aside and listen to yours instead

:'(